Rare Reminder

I have been more than extremely tired and busy lately as to have some power left for writing this and today is no exception. But I have experienced such a strong feeling of happiness today that I considered keeping at least a tiny part of it here as a defence against whatever worse may come in the future worth the time.

I have met honest people who found my lost money and gave them back.
I have met a friend of mine who told me she was happy, told me about her kind husband and showed me her healthy baby and photos of her satisfied parents and other happy friends.
I have also overcome one of my biggest fears if only for a while.
I have experienced a feeling of being loved and understood and useful and adult.
I was not talking much. She was. And still it made me very happy.
And the sun was shining and I have made many decisions I had been postponing for a long time. I have also found some new useful information concerning my possible job and accomodation next year.
And to cup it all, despite of my being so exhausted I have bought some not- so- cheap- as- usual-but- very- tasty food for me and my roommate and we are going to have a nice evening together.
And at least for one day I have allowed myself to forget about school COMPLETELY.
Of course I know there are other important things in life.
It is just good to be reminded of that in a PLEASANT way for a change.

I AM EXTREMELY GRATEFUL FOR BEING ALIVE TODAY.